When I look into your eyes, I am nothing but surprised. I never thought I will love this much.Your kind is what I am waiting for through all my life. You told me about your past and how it didn’t last. I know you got hurt so much, burnt, abused and used. And I bet your still confused…Years with her is not easy I know coz you were blinded with your love.
You deserved better if not always and forever, I know you are not ready but you try to let me into your life..I LOVE YOU and you know I do and I keep saying that everyday I will never get tired of showing you how much I care of you and how I wish from that moment on I can wipe away the pain you have in your heart caused from the past.
I will never stop trying to mend your broken heart even if I have fears within me wondering if how it will work and if it will last for we are miles apart. But all I know my love for you is strong enough to face all my fears and win your heart.
As time and days passed by, I am deeply and more in love with you that I cant even afford to get mad or angry with you even when you pissed me off. I cant do nothing but to keep quite and cry in silence when you are mad and we have misunderstanding but I always try to understand you coz I don’t wanna lose you.
You didn’t know but now I am confused, scared and hurting.. I’m scared that one day you might leave me crying alone.. coz you give me reason to feel like that. I thought I have your whole heart, the whole you, I may sounded too selfish coz I thought my love is enough and I am enough for you, god knows I did my best to be worthy and to bring back what you have lost from your past but I think its not enough.
Forgive me if I think like that but please don’t be mad it doesn’t mean I love you less, I am not trying to push you but if ever you have something inside your heart that you wanna say just tell me even if it can caused too much pain for me, just let it go and let me know.
Inspite of everything I wanted to let you know that ill always be with you no matter what through ups and downs.. like an endless dream I will always be there..I am still holding on to your words, promises and our dreams together.
This poem was written/submitted by Maricel Macabodbod Sidle.